salam.
samat pagi suma
sudah bangun?
sudah mandi?
berus gigi?
bagaimana dengan baju bertimbun dlm bakul?
sudah cuci?*aku sumbat mesin je*
ehem.

ok.

sy nak bg warning.

sy nak puasa dari menulis livejournal ini.
raya akan diisytiharkan pada bulan mei nnt.
tarikh sebenar akan di beritakan setelah anak bulan puan akmal nampak.

baju raya board tak tempah siap lagi.
makan solat terawikh di mapley

ok.sila puasa ok?
design sy masih on construction.sila sabar ok

k.nk wat rekebentuk dengan ditemani encik cullen.

salam

salam.
its been awhile for me not to update this journal.quite busy lately.im not a blogger tegar.

there are nothing to say.this morning,finished up my english report,went to sleep,woke up to pray subuh..and continued tido...hehehe..i wanna go to post office act..because my driving license had expired yesterday.................many people in the post office..........................i hate it,made me waited for an hour.............................my bznis just took 3 minute.............................i hate it.....................................

tomorrow..me and su will go to konsert nasyid..yeppi!!hope we can enjoy ourselves happily..hehe..

my mind is thinking bout topikal study..............................en isma,dun come back to malaysia....hahah.........

topikallll.....T_______________________T


*take a break,have a hot choc tabur*

hehe..salam...:)
ermm....im so excited today actually.....its been along time for me not to feel this kind of feelingss...ooohhhhhhhhhhh..my god.....ermmmm...wahhhhh...hehhehe...(thats my feeling rite now)heheh...:D

let me tell u what happen to me ok??
act...everythings that we did or done...have their own benefits..ALLAH gave it to us..so that we will be a grateful person..rite??

so that..today act..i went to a compulasory talk for my ethics subject...were held at Dewan Anuwar Mahmud at FST...fst is very far from my faculty...so that...my fren and i was so feel like dont wana go that DAM thinggy talk...we hate it!!!so much hate it!!!but then...its compulasory plus..there will be aquiz after that...huh..*boring*

after 2 hours in DAM..me with my fren went to he backery...*best part*...and then...i met someone there!!!!!!!!!!!yeahhhhhhhhhhhh.......im so adored at him...since this 2 month lately......he is so...gudboy...gud attitude...gud...what is it???i dunno how to describe him.cos....he is too far even we are close...we study in same uni...wahhh...*berterabur je cite aku ni*----------->semula!

ok..semula...*in BM*..sy pegi mkn ngn kwn2 kat bakeri di student cntre..the bakery was so good....kitorg memg excited sgt2 nk pg mkn kat sane..slps memilih makanan2 (2 meal ok,aku mkn..T________T)..sy pun pg semula ke dlm bakeri utk mengmabil sudu +garfu utk dimakan bersama piza yg keras sgt amat..semasa mengambil kutlinari tersebut...sy terserempak ngn seorg lelaki yg bule sy katekan sbgai nsem,kacak,muka bertakwa..ops..semula..sy katekan sbgai baik..:)

sy sudah mengenali dia selama 2 bulan ni..sy mengikuti blognya..sy suka membaca blog ilmiah dia..sy baru tau dia student u*m..sma dgn sy..sy baru tau dia pun stduent km**..same dgn sy..even dia *junior* sy..tp we r in same age...ermmm....sudah 2 kali sy terserempak dgn dia di sekitar kwsn uni sy ini...pertama kali di perpustakaan...sy dgn dia begitu dkt...:D...tp dia xkenal sy.....dia xkenal sy....he dont know me...zero info bout me..and me full info bout him....psycho pulak rasenye...hehhehe....

tp....sy memg menyukai dia...bukan sebagai teman istimewa ke ape..tp..lebih kepada seorg shbt yg betul2 shbt..sy rindukan kwn2 sy di mtrix...kak lin...kak ram...mereka betul2 shbt sy dunia akhirat...mereka sgt baik dan sgt menjaga antara satu dgn lain....shbt mcmni yg sy tiada di U*M...kalu ade pun..stkt 2 3 org...maafkan sy..

nama lelaki itu adalah....rahsia....:)......dia xtau nama sy dan wajah sy...sy kenal wajah dia hanya berdasarkan gamabr di internet...kami berkwn jugaklah dlm dunia maya ni...tp hakikatnya..di dunia realitinya..kami org asing...sy sedih bila dpt bertemu dia,sy ingin bertegur dgn dia..tp dia xkenal sy..sy malu..kalulah sy ada keberanian...hurmmm...sy hanya mahu berckp dgn dia..tp...sy sebenarnya suka akan feeling ni..menyukai tetapi tidak diketahui...:)

sy gembira sgt3 dpt bertemu dia..malangnya td sy xdpt melihatnya dgn baik krn tak pakai spek...waaaaaa

ok lah
takbule lebih2..
nnt cik abg marah..
hahahha...
papapun..sy tetap syg cik abg sy...:)

cik abg,syg sy tak??hahhahahha

ohhh....salam....::))))
hehe...today is friday..yesterday was thursday...then??hehe..nothing!!!

hehhe..act...yesterday was a prensentation day for us..to present our site analysis at malacca...ermm..my group did the traffic and circulation..hahaha..such a tough topic to say actually..but..i dun wanna say it again..hehhe....

before the presentation time..i went out to hav my lunch..my BROTHER came to ukm..yeahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
hehhe..its good to me because my group finished the presentation board in the morning..so dat..when my bro called me and asked me to go out and have a lunch wif him..i just..ok.....my lunch money will be zero today-in hati jela-..so yapp...i went to meet him at seksyen ** and we meet at the petronas there..andd...to make it more suprise.....my brother bring along my DAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeayyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ayah dtg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i miss my dad so much...but i din show it...hehehe..

and...we meet there and from there we went to the kedai makan to have our lunch..luckily,me that day din have any food yet..(tipu) so that i can fill my stomach with free foor..hahahhaha..:D

we had our luch happily and me kept talking with my dad...im so gald....:)

and after that...they would continue their journey to go back ***r....im quite sad actually..because i din know when will i go back to my home sweet home to meet my parents...im so sad...but then..i just pretended..hehhe..its ok la...i still can call them..rite..miss my mum,dad,sis,bro,fami..uuuuuu..T______________________________________T

before i went back to u*m,i kissed my dad and my bro..huwaaaa..T___T...till we meet again...i miss my family so damn much.....

hope i can be wif them rite now....:(

salam...
:)

today,im so tired....playing around with site analysis..doing the group discussion bout is made me..warghh..*xtension pon*...our site at kampung morten, malacca..and.its quite complicated regarding with it's circulation because every single road is ONE WAY!!!how come????ish3..it is so difficult when we take a wrong road,then we have to turn around the city,then we can find our road...haiyyy...just like ukm...soooo...boringggggggggggg.....one way only,u missed one lorong that u wanna cross..then u MUST go around ukm..then baru la jumpe jalan tu balik...kalau cari parking lak??wahhhh..memg sakit hati....uuuuu....:(

but...whatever it is...i dun mind..hehe..for me,the more u go,the more u know..even it will waste your fuel..hehe.

heheh...
im a gud gal today...:)
because...im normal today..not such a hyperactive gal..hehe..im so glad...but..just know..before me left studio wif iman,me happy playing with the iron mangory at the door..heheheh..then..kak fara n iman said..'da mula nk hyper la tu,g balik,ambik ubat..'...waaa....how can i take medicane if im not sick..hehehe..how dare they said like that to me???heheh..

actually...when im too happy or when me so free to say or to do what i want even its not make a sense..me will be quite hyperactive girl...heheh..i dunno why..or how i can be like that..i will sing any song dat i know..even the song was oldies..but still..i can sing it loudly..then  i will play around wif the things around me..like with the door..the drafting table..the chairs..whatever..or if me walking..i will jump or whatever..i will talk to my fren so cheerfully and sound silly..hehe...but for me...that is the real me...i like to palying around with anything...hehe...without feel worry to everything..mmm...i love to feel that...and thennnn....my fren will call me wif 'hyper finas'..what is that means?????and then continued wif..'dia lupa ambik ubat la tu..'..hehehe....me when hear that phrase..i will say..'ha ahla..lup ambik ubat....tp xpelah..hehhe'...i dun mind..as long they keep their word carefully,i dun care it much...:)

im such a cheerful yet sensitive gurl but still childish and suka lempang2 orang...hehe


u?

hilang.lost.hide.

i feel like i wanna hide myself from everybody that i know.feel like its better 4 me not to know anyone in this world.just my family.just my family.just my family that i wanna know.
feel like,dun have any frens...so frustrated,feel so empty..why..?why..?is it because of i forgot HIM too much..?is this a reminder from HIM for me to wake up from the hustle bustle of duniawi bisnes???i think so..

i felt that..i am too far...too far....tooo..far from HIM.....i feel like..i lost HIS love...lost HIS attention...lost HIM...fully lost HIM...why...................???




ya ALLAH...ampunkan segala kesalahan dan dosaku yg ku lakukan setiap waktu...aku hanyalah hambaMU yang lemah,yang penuh kehinaan....yang penuh kekesalan...kuatkanlah hatiku..kuatkanlah iman ku yang senipis kulit bawang ini ya ALLAH....
aku meminta Kasih dan Rahmat MU ya ALLAH...

Ya ALLAH....lindungilah diriku,ibubapaku,abangku,kakakku,adikku,nenekku serta orang2 yang aku sayang..didunia dan akhirat..berikanlah kami Hidayat, Petunjuk, Nur dan jauhkanlah kami dari syaitan yang direjam..

ya ALLAH..betapa malunya aku pada diri MU..
sedang dirimu Melihat diriku yang penuh dosa
KAU tetap memelihara diriku..
ya ALLAH...ampunkan dosa dosa ku dari dlm rahim ibuku sehingga liang lahad...
hanya padaMU aku meminta..
hanya padaMU aku memohon...

.....aku tidak mahu jauh dariMU..
.....akan ku cuba mendekati diri MU ya ALLAH...
.....pimpinlah diriku ini yA ALLAH..
...aku memohon.........

salam suma..(adeke org len bace entry aku ni...)hoho..
best betul lyn lagu2 takashi sorimachi ni..lg smbil wat esement yang byk mcm..ntah la..aku perlu rajin.yAAAA...RAJINNNN...oh kekasih RajINku...dtgla padaku..dampingla aku..hohoho...
so..esok (rabu) act...memg dah rabu pun..tp still jgk nk gune word 'esok'..nape ye???heheh....ok..esok aku xde kelas (yeay!!!)...tp.......esok mlm ade mid term subjek ethics...engineer lak tu...hoh! ape masalah la aku kene belajar pasal etika kejuruteraan...aku bukan engineer...huh huh huh..tp...nk wat mcm mane kan...selaku 'penumpang kat fkab ni..aku dan rkn2 relakan diri kami ini diperlakukan sewenang2 nye...uhuhuh....tp xpelah..even kdg2 mcm xpuas ht ngn fakulti aka school (att: kak lin.heheh) tp pd aku yang jenis mcm 'xpelah,follow d rule..' pun masuk je kelas ni..belaja je..ape slhnye tmbah2 ilmu kan...ilmu ALLAH pulak tu...alang2 dah wajib fakulti, da masuk yuran pon, bek go on je kan....xpe la..bia la ngn hal jbtn dan student2 nye..lgpun lec aku ckp,nnt akan blaja jgk etika arkitek,tapi tym part 2 nnt la...huhuhuhuh....sebut pasal part 2 ..emmm.aku mcm berminat nk join part 2 ni..tp ade certain org kate, pendapat mereka la kan :
1) part 2- membazir waktu anda. ini disertakan hujah2 bernas dan sbb yg universal spt part 2 hnya dipelajari (sapa nk la) oleh pelajar malaysia padahal student oversea tidak perlu ambil part2. ini kerana di luar sana, part2 setara dgn master in arch..tp kalu di malaysia, part 2 dan master arch adalah 2 perkara yang lain.
2) part 2 - ala..dua tahun je pn..ko dah struggle mcm mati hidup smula mase part 1...dah nyawa-nyawa ikan pon bule kembali nyawa-nyawa manusia..hahahhah..tgk betapa byk 'kematian' yang dilalui budak2 archi ni..hahha..aku??hampir mati..tp bule kawal penafasan lg..hehhe..ape aku melalut jauh sgt ni..huh..ok..kembali ke part 2 nye cite..ade insan mulia bgtau aku, 'ambik master, byk wat research,byk wat keje2 penulisan, kumpul maklumat, so mcm-nk-jd-lec-pulak..hehe...' insan itu bkata dengan sos burger kafe ****** (rahsia penulis) penuh di tepi mulut..hehhe..aku pun mcm tepengaruh gak..sbb dia kate, part 2 memg susah..tp bg sape2 yg betul2 nk jd arkitek,sila la ambik part 2 ni..sgt mencabar kewarasan manusia.high rise project,urban project,dan projek2 mega lain.kalu mau master in this field..ambik la part 2 di malaysia..bg botak kpala..haha..lgpun part 2 dua tahun,kalu go on dari part 1 ke part 2,baru 5 tahun (baru?) haha..aku yg 3 tahun ni dah hbs dkt setengah juta (tipu) gadai emas perak gangsa keta lamborghini aku (melampau ok), alang2 dah miskin ni..bek teruskan kemiskinan anda memplot bod2 presentation dismpong idea2 bernas anda di atasnya.proposal yang sgt melampau.haha
---------secara personal nye..aku mcm prefer part 2 after this..memg ade kwn2 nk keje,wat master,dan lain2..niat hati aku awal2 lg..nk wat smpai dpt AR...aku dah gtau ayah,ayah kate ok je.hehe.ayah paling best!!tibe2 rindu kat ayah aku yg telalu byk sgt teramat bkorban tuk aku sorg saje..yg abg akak adik aku..dorg  baik2 belaka..aku je yg mcm sgt byk songeh..hehe..tp ayah aku sgt sabar ngn aku yg mcm nk lempang je tym bckp tu..(yeke yah??) hehe..so..musti blaja rajin2..byk janji aku kat ayah aku...nnt pinas belikan ayah umah kat private resindential eh..kita wat umah sewa..hahha..nnt pinas belikan ayah keta alfa romeo tuk mak ngan ayh..nnt pinas bwk ayah ngan mak g umrah lg ye...mcm2 aku janji...tp setakat ni..xpenah lg aku penuhi janji2 ni..janji2 blaja ni pun xbyk yg aku dpt tunaikan (berdosa sgt rasenye..mcm menipu plak)..T_______________________________________________T (ngis lg)

ok.smbg wat keje.:)

emm..salam..:)
secara tak disedari, aku terbuat pulak satu account kat livejournal ni..hehe..niat di hati nak mencari dan mendonlod cite jepun yang memang aku minat nak mati la.haha.BEACH BOYS.aahhh...sukenye cite ni...sgt2 gemar kannya...hihi..lagu dia pon bes....act,im takashi sorimachi's fan..hehhe..so..sesiapa ade link tuk download cite ni..minta jasa baik korg sume,bg lah kat aku....nk tgk sgt cite ni.wawawa..hihi~~~

walaupapepun...aku masih byk keje yang perlu dilakukan.list kerja yang perlu adalah :
                     1. site analysis projek kat hukm
                     2. precedent study pasal community interactive with therapeutic facilities
                     3. bab 1 topikal study
tp.....satu pun aku xwat lagi..uhuhu..T___________T (nangis ni) hehe..
malam ni pulun wat keje.
td farida dtg bilik.gosip girl lah kami di tepi katih sambil menjamah teh ais yg sedap.hoho.
ok..sudah azan.stop rite now!

jumpa di entry len,insyaallah..:)
1655